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I would like to ask for forgiveness... For my last journal, I mean...
It's true, I tried to attempt, but... It failed... So I'm still here and I just got out from hospital where the wifi was so bad (connected 5 seconds and then offline).
So... Yeah... Like I talked with some people and said I wouldn't do it, but the matter is I'm still here. I don't know if it's good or bad, but anyway.
So... Forgive me...
meh is saying hi to ya :)
So hey you! Um... Okay, I've been out of the track for the last two weeks and I've been doing crazy stuff, but I think now it's better.
So soon, I'll post new stuff and I just hope you'll like it. Keep on watching me. It's not because I'm kinda stupid and crazy that you should stop watching, huh. So on this, um, good night (night for me now since I'm always sleepy).
I'm sorry.....
I cannot handle things anymore, I'm really sorry. Normally, I fucking hate writing diaries and stuff, but now, I just feel like I need to write it at least somewhere. I mean... If anyone is about to remember me before I go, before I completely leave everything... At least, some of you guys will maybe know why even if it completely doesn't matter...
Like... My genitor (it's my dad, but to my eyes, he's not my dad anymore) always used to lie to people and to manipulate everyone. Happy me, I have that in my blood... yay... (sarcasm) Since I'm a young girl, he broke me and it's just now I'm realizing he's a part of my darkness. Few days ago, he
=^^= happy me
:D Hi everybody!
So, how's everyone doing? :)
By the way... Sorry for have been looking up and down in my journals and stuff here... So now, I think I won't say I'll be only happy girl or sad girl, I'll just put some feelings in poems now. And soon, I'LL MOVE! :D So it means....... No more problems! And don't take as if I want to flee away from problems, it's just that I believe when you're trying to end that problem but the other people just don't want to understand, there's a time when you have to go away, right? I know I'm right anyway. I know I can prove myself there's happiness without these problems of assholes. But anyway!
Wanted to
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Do you know what it is to be like a child and desire something soooooooooooooooo badly?
But then everything is making everything so you'll never get it? :'(
That's my fucking life. On every fucking side! yay...
Don't be surprised if one day I give my last goodbye... It's all I can do which will be worth something at least for me...
Because whenever I hold too much onto something, I always end up loosing it. Always.
My life is a fucking curse! Anyone else like me so we can create a club?
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